Am I making the biggest mistake EVER, by leaving NYC?
I had a nagging feeling all day today that I am.
The carte blanche life that seemed so exciting is suddenly the worst idea. Woody Allen said in a recent interview, "Change is almost always negative. Things degenerate."
Got it. I'm fucked.
And on top of that, I'll have to unpack all these goddamn boxes that has taken me days to pack. I spent $500 today on Round I of boxes!!! I haven't even started on Round II, and I'm supposed to move out tomorrow. Someone please shoot me.
No wait, stop. I don't have insurance.
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don't worry kayo - i had this too. it's that "FUCK, why am i leaving NYC?" feeling. suddenly it's sad to walk down those familiar streets and you feel like every step that hits the pavement is one less until you leave and you want to just hold onto it. you can only move forward....you can let go of new york, but new york will always be there for you...your friends, your memories. you made your mark!!
ReplyDeleteawww Mel- i miss you!!!! thanks for this- it makes me feel better. at this very moment, right now, i feel ok about this move. but it's also like 3am and i'm totally delirious from not sleeping. we shall see!
ReplyDeleteDUDE why aren't you BLOGGING????
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